I made a new journal.
schematically
Anyone who still wants to be friends, add me over there and I'll add you back.

things i want....
1) sam.
2) iced coffee.
3) coach purse.
4) to not have a headache.
5) iced coffee.

i love him and trust him more and more everyday. he's just this incredible person. there are times when i look at him and i can't even wrap my mind around how lucky i really am. i appreciate him so much and every thing he does for me and us. i am so proud of him for getting this job. not only for himself, but also because he did it so that we can have a better life than what we've got now. i knew he was amazing when i first met him, but over the last 10 months, he's grown into this absolutely beautiful human being. and i consider myself so very lucky to have been witness to it. even our fights and arguments make me love him more. looking at him last night, while he was sleeping, i was crying, just because i love him so much. i just wish that there was some way for me to express to him how much i truly love him, how much i appreciate him, how much he means to me. he's been my anchor for longer than anyone else has dared to stick around. he is truly my best friend. and i would be the happiest person on earth, if i could spend the rest of my life with him. 

i applied to sears, walmart, lowes, petco and for an office job today. plus, i've applied to 2 or 3 other jobs over the weekend. who knows. hopefully something comes from at least one of them.

i really thought i had more to say.